Thank you for
broadcasting the president in Germany - when he answered that
last questions - I got chills. I believe this president was
so sincerely affected by 911 and he knows the evil, the hatred
that threatens us in many ways - And thus he is trying his
best to protect us in many ways. The morning of 911 (early
a.m. - I had a very strange and disturbing visitation that
forced me to rely on meditating on light, love and joy - and
the pure energy of existence (w/ out any debt associated w/
knowing this energy). And months later I realized why pre 911
I was having these Hierynmous Bosch type visions and wrote the
poem below, Full Sun
Full Sun
Full Sun in the apartment
It’s after their death – rotted
orange peels on the ground
Everybody now knows
about it – brittle bones and hairs
This whole place is one disease
– a warm stench of fueled rockets
The parking lot is brown and
green and covered w/ sumac tress
A dirty mattress upright and
against the wall –pale bodies blue w/ veins-
Nooses around the necks, arms
tied to their sides in a limp form of wiry
And blood. Blood shining in the
full sun – translucent, placid and queer
There’s a feeling time has
stopped. It lasts forever like an eternal star in blackness
With the rolling bye of cars and
rumbling from the train tracks – we vibrate
Yellow rubber gloves filter the
smell of death in our nostrils as we gasp for breath
It’s
quarter past ten
.
Summer is warming up the black asphalt of the city streets
Nervous men and women scurry
about - worrying again – w/ conscious anxiety
It’s too much for anyone to take
– we’re all about to explode, panic or run
Yet there’s this will to
continue breathing no matter how dead or alive truth is
And in a silky sea
of screams – I know I am underwater – a life of hidden
treasure