Watching both Fox News and CNN to try and gain insight
          into all sides of a story / (spin), it is quite
          evident that CNN is the broadcast which is truly fair
          and balanced. The Fox News tag line (recently debated)
          did do its job by duking my moderate, opptimism into
          giving Fox News a chance (when I've been watching CNN
          since Mt. Gallitzin Academy) and I was actually
          surprised by its blatant, fanaticism. For me, there is
          no rooted reason found in this kind of "extreme" news.
          The only thing that kept me watching was my disbelief
          that "my party" supports this - and that blond,
          submissive type airhead  that shows her legs. In
          general, it's not honest. It's far from truth. It's 
          ping-pong played with spin. I will remain a Republican
          but continue to watch CNN (especially - for the new
          program that Miles O'Brian is doing - tapping a bit
          into the unknown - the "intuitive" unknown for some).
          
          Now, yea for Heidi Collins. I can remember seeing
          Heidi a while back on Saturday morning and knowing she
          was going to be someone we'd see more of in the time
          to come. Heidi is so sharp. Her persona is very
          professional yet, with a touch of urban coolness, that
          could easily be cultivated into an up-and-coming Paula
          Zahan (that stands head-above-water over Katie
          Couric). In fact, watching her cover for Paula I
          really respect the way she mediates so make certain
          that truth and balance is what is driving the coverage
          - just like Paula. She's not afraid to ask the right
          questions and comes across credible in doing so like
          Paula. (I mean, for Paula, Heidi has a ways to grow
          into that yet - but she is "on her way").
          
          Now Again
          
          The road was a deep black.
          Sun spotted in parts.
          Along the side was a dirty 
          sand. Slivers of metallic chrome
          shone from the brilliant sun.
          The sky was blue
          and it was a cool day.
          A butterfly flapped its wings
          and more human rights were gained in
          China. Satan smiled but it wasn't Suddam 
          Hussein -he was just a Devil henchman
          with a lust for drinking the blood of his
          people from gold goblets in the hot desert. 
          Satan was hiding deeper within the earth
          in a labyrinth of organized tunnels – really
          living like a rat – like rats. To catch a rat
          you have to think like one.
          In the meantime, I’m gonna calm down
          this crowd. But not before getting them
          to the point of bursting so they can exhaust
          their own little game of hatred – and get it all
          out for a good, strong, climatic cleansing.
          I am the person for this job.
          My whole life has led up to this point – the years
          in-between pulled back like an archer’s arrow.
          Kinetic energy – the potential – and everyone
          knows I’m makin’ it on my own. I’m the man for this
          job. I’m the man who loves you. I am trying to break
          your heart. Live and learn – You can’t always judge
          a book buy its cover. Jesus, don’t you know?
          A butterfly flaps its wings and there is an avalanche
          in the Swiss Alps, killings in Colorado, rape in
          prison, an educational system failing that can’t even
          reach the creative & bored – (geniuses) - who could
          change the world if not labeled difficult because the
          poor fool in charge can’t think out of the box – The
          system doesn't encourage that; There are people with
          disease(s) and where’s our focus now again?
          The singer sings while strumming his guitar,
          *"Hey Jack Kerouac, what is that you’re saying –
          47 years in a pit hole – you might as well be standing
          
          still. Well, it’s all fucked-up, you see. 
          I’ve been living in the trees – 
          waiting for, your light to come to me.
          Oh, yes, I’m waiting.. waiting, for that lonely day. 
          Uh, that lonely day.. Someday.. Away.. “   
          We move to the bar.
          She slides her hand across my shoulders and says,
          “I don’t care who you are and where you’re from
          Or what you do or have done or have or don’’t have
          – Your eyes are beautiful.
          They shine so bright.”
          And so did hers. I was definitely digging her.
          But it was time to go.
          Time to move on.
          Maybe a kiss.
          Her breath was sweet
          And so was mine.
          Her hands caressed my shoulders.
          There were men and women all around –
          It was tasteful – We’re tasteful -
          It was now again.
          
          July 31, 2004
          
          http://www.mystrawhat.com
          (for the book: Now)  
          
          (Written for Neil Young – Thanks for the music and
          being you)
          
          *lyrics: Michael Glabicki