| Date: | Tue Aug 7, 2007 12:00AM PDT) |
| From: | John French <mosshead7@yahoo.com> |
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| To: | redeye@foxnews.com |
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The Saturday
before the
VT tragedyragedy I had this disturbing dream that baffled me
on Sunday.
In short, "to cut
to the chase," in this disturbing dream I was on an American campus
and equipped with a whip and was whipping my way forward - creating
a path - in a snake infested area.
There were
menacing snakes everywhere and I was using my whip to "keep them at
bay" and keep walking forward to look for a better place to be.
I then came to
this evil looking species - which looked like a giant scorpion/bug.
It was all black but w/ a red claw or tail/stinger. The thing
definitely did not look like it belonged on this continent and was
so odd and different from all the North American snakes I had
encountered.
The thing was
obviously foreign, consumed with evil and directly in front of me in
attack mode.
I tried to whip it
but was ineffective. I tried again and again and could not move it
out of my way. Then suddenly it attacked me and the dream was over.
This dream
fucked-me-up as everything is going very well in my life. In the
dream I experienced an attack on my mortality and wondered if that
was going to translate into some kind of fatal disease for me or
something in my life. But, that wasn't it. I could tell. And, yet,
the feeling of this evil was still there.
After I saw the
face and eyes of the
VT killer I knew it was personified evil I encountered in
this dream. The eyes and energy were of this thing and the killer
were the same.
On the other hand
and on a much lighter note, I had this other puzzling dream on
Friday night, I was with a younger woman who wasn't my wife and we
were "going-at-it" in a luxuriant, spa like bathroom in a very
intense & erotic manner. She was so into me - I could tell by her
eyes - by the way she was consuming me with her eyes - almost
pleading with her eyes and w/ admiration for me to give her all I
had --- And, then she was verbalizing that very sentiment = for me
to give her all I had = to cum inside her and keep going = she
wanted more = all of me = she wanted a baby w/ me............
Now this was a
wild dream. It wasn't my wife that I just felt so close with in this
dream and, furthermore, I never saw this beautiful young woman
before. I had no clue who she was.
During the day
yesterday I thought about the dream and her here & there. Then after
sleeping in-the-middle-of-the-bed most of the late morning and early
afternoon w/ our little-big Lhasa Apso, Parker Bean, we were out for
a "walkie to
Milwaukee."
We passed the
windows of
Starbucks and I noticed to girls sitting in the window and
could feel them checking me out - so, of course, I acted nonchalant
and did not look at them (a sure way to be more intriguing and
attractive).
Parker and I go
into the vestibule area and I was tying him to a door handle there
with my back to these young university aged women when I heard one
of them exclaim, "OMG! Look how cute and adorable this doggie is."
She was standing up and walking toward us. "This is Parker Bean," I
stated. She bent down to pet him and looked up at me with these eyes
and said, "how about I hold him for you while you go get your
coffee, okay?" I couldn't refuse. She seemed to into it and just
felt natural and okay. We exchanged names and I left Parker Bean w/
her.
When I came back
she was sitting on the ground w/ him --- and looked up at me w/
those eyes again --- she seemed so comfortable and was giving off
this energy like she didn't want the moment to end --- that she
wanted to be part of our pack. Her energy, eyes and body language
said it all. And, I could tell. She was the young woman that I
dreamt about the night before.
She and her friend
followed Parker Bean and I until she ran into her mother.
I felt ecstatic.
Best of the Roses,
John French
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